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it is easy. easy for you.
it is not easy, this, for me. ever. at all.
it is not easy, this, for me. ever. at all.
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swallowing fireflies.
every day is primal scream day.
29 December 2008 @ 05:15 pm
cute as a bouton.
wine on the beach,
spilled on the blanket.
kisses through the fog.
holding him in georgetown,
burning paper bags on the canal as we sipped.
i left with the taste of him on my teeth.
please come quickly, wednesday.
wine on the beach,
spilled on the blanket.
kisses through the fog.
holding him in georgetown,
burning paper bags on the canal as we sipped.
i left with the taste of him on my teeth.
please come quickly, wednesday.
Current Music: Running, please wait...
29 November 2008 @ 07:41 pm
she don't screw my friends and she cleans up my house.
all of your love girl it's creepin me out.
all of your love girl it's creepin me out.
09 November 2008 @ 02:13 pm
why do i try so hard to not get hurt by people, yet i still feel like the most sensitive and romantic person i know?
apathy, ignorance, and indecisiveness plague my life.
i'm so tired. just tired. i need someone to just catch me and set me upright again.
i just need to go home and hug gen and pet my cat and just be happy again.
apathy, ignorance, and indecisiveness plague my life.
i'm so tired. just tired. i need someone to just catch me and set me upright again.
i just need to go home and hug gen and pet my cat and just be happy again.
23 October 2008 @ 11:58 am
i'm pretty sick.
i also want christmas break to come really soon.
still romantically confused.
still not doing well in calculus.
still frazzled.
yay college.
i also want christmas break to come really soon.
still romantically confused.
still not doing well in calculus.
still frazzled.
yay college.
13 September 2008 @ 02:06 pm
who knows what i'm doing?
i can't even figure myself out, it's just too complicated.
i just want to paint my skin, put holes in my face, and perhaps just walk alone, because all this is just too confusing.
i can't even figure myself out, it's just too complicated.
i just want to paint my skin, put holes in my face, and perhaps just walk alone, because all this is just too confusing.
15 August 2008 @ 03:01 pm
singing ohhhhhh.
i wish i was in philly.
but i'm going to be so far away so soon.
fresh&crisp. tender new people.
get ready.
i wish i was in philly.
but i'm going to be so far away so soon.
fresh&crisp. tender new people.
get ready.
08 August 2008 @ 01:36 pm
less than 2 weeks away.
i feel like lots of little strings made of memories and people are holding me down a little, pulling me, trying to persuade me to stay.
but distance beckons. those new people, independence, crisp and fresh like a tiny bud on a tree that threatens to bloom.
so off i will go.
i feel like lots of little strings made of memories and people are holding me down a little, pulling me, trying to persuade me to stay.
but distance beckons. those new people, independence, crisp and fresh like a tiny bud on a tree that threatens to bloom.
so off i will go.
29 July 2008 @ 12:38 pm
liars and lowlifes, i don't need them.
so much for consideration. so much for being deep.
you are all just bodies, writhing. nothing cares about anything.
goodbye.
so much for consideration. so much for being deep.
you are all just bodies, writhing. nothing cares about anything.
goodbye.
19 July 2008 @ 06:19 pm
i sure love being blamed for things i didn't do.
my car got hit today, i was 5% at fault, but because i'm young they aren't being kind.
i hate the majority of the human race. making people feel low shouldn't be an objective for people.
my car got hit today, i was 5% at fault, but because i'm young they aren't being kind.
i hate the majority of the human race. making people feel low shouldn't be an objective for people.
18 July 2008 @ 02:54 pm
this week has been nice. gavin visited me and that was full of lols. tats are always an amusing endeavor.
i am confused, but it's fine.
made a list of things i need to bring to college.
it's so close.
and i'm still a kid.
i am confused, but it's fine.
made a list of things i need to bring to college.
it's so close.
and i'm still a kid.
14 July 2008 @ 12:15 pm
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
i cried to this saturday.
i don't know why i was crying, or what i was crying over.
i feel like i am just existing these days, not knowing what or where or why anything.
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
i cried to this saturday.
i don't know why i was crying, or what i was crying over.
i feel like i am just existing these days, not knowing what or where or why anything.
10 July 2008 @ 08:21 pm
screw this crap i've had it!
i feel flighty.
and i like everyone.
and i invest myself to certain degrees in my mind, but in reality those degrees are different.
it's time i got back to the good life.
i don't even know how i got off the track.
i don't know what i want, and maybe that's good in a way. because if i knew what i wanted, then i'd be sad about not perhaps being able to have it for certain. none of this really makes sense.
college is soooo close.
i feel flighty.
and i like everyone.
and i invest myself to certain degrees in my mind, but in reality those degrees are different.
it's time i got back to the good life.
i don't even know how i got off the track.
i don't know what i want, and maybe that's good in a way. because if i knew what i wanted, then i'd be sad about not perhaps being able to have it for certain. none of this really makes sense.
college is soooo close.
28 June 2008 @ 09:49 am
i like you more than you like me, but that's okay.
i will run around you and point out all the beautiful things i see and you can just lie there and i will be fine, i will just be happy to flutter around you and be near to you.
you can hold back, for i will fall for you; you can stay on the dock, i will jump right in.
and it's okay, because i understand why you are doing it.
i would think the way you are thinking too, if i didn't already not care about consequences.
you are silly and careful, but it's okay, i don't hold it against you.
i will run around you and point out all the beautiful things i see and you can just lie there and i will be fine, i will just be happy to flutter around you and be near to you.
you can hold back, for i will fall for you; you can stay on the dock, i will jump right in.
and it's okay, because i understand why you are doing it.
i would think the way you are thinking too, if i didn't already not care about consequences.
you are silly and careful, but it's okay, i don't hold it against you.